現在係七時二十五分~
一個好寂寞.....好孤獨既晚上~~
今日成日我都o係home度過 ...一起身到現在..只係落過一次街 ~~ 就食幫我老豆執中藥~~我身上唯一果五十蚊...有大半都拎去幫佢執藥..~我係電話聽度既既語氣係...-> 話..打黎叫你幫我落去執藥..連幾十蚊都冇..咁係屋企做乜呀??
我覺得佢係咁諗 ~~唉..諗諗下..我都真係幾冇用..又懶...~已經半年到..冇work~d $$用得七七八八..成日一條友都唔知做咩野好~係家中發呆..自閉~
果一種感覺係好~~寂寞...我成日都話身邊既朋友...有冇都唔重要..但其實..我最需要既係乜野呀??我真係唔知....
每一日...都過得好辛苦咁~~個惱..同d思想..不停咁走黎走去..走黎走去..好似呢個唔係我自己咁~~有好多野我都唔想諗..唉...可能時間太多啦...~~真係要認認真真咁搵番一份工作..再咁落去..我唔知撐得幾耐-﹏-"
好似有好多野...離我而去咁....我唔要....我要搵番我既一切....我既歡樂..我既開心.....同一個...擁有自信既自己....~~