ooops i started to feel well on my way home till i chatted with sharonne. dat was a miserable chat.....n i was forced to face the thing i have been thinking about these days. well i still kinda miss 'him' but im sure i got no feeling on him anymore. i regret a lot now like 'i could have done this to him..i should have done that to him..' i blamed myself a lot. but now helen dis is time to stop stop stop stop! regrets contribute nothing. u'd better focus on what you have n what you should treasure at dis moment now...

i miss gordon most. muwahahaha!