我今日返到公司,個老闆娘就同我講(你琴日做個個數碼,要在做過)我當時o咗咀~~之後我先知原來佢係軟化唔夠~~~唔知點解我呢幾日做嘢都好唔上心,冇咩心機做咁......我而+唔係返工就去打機~因為咁樣我先可以唔洗諗~但我連打機都冇咩心機咁....我都唔知可以做d咩~~今日個老細問我你做咩事吖???成日心不在(然)呀??我冇答佢...因為我都唔知可以點答.....我而+開始又要咩都係自己去諗自己去撐...我而+覺得好攰好攰呀~~我真係好想有人幫吓囉~~~唉..啊妹最早要08年6月先返hk...而+我都唔知可以同咩人講我d唔開心嘢..唔知點解我個腦成日都出現一個影像~~同成日都聽到一d唔識去形容既聲音...可能我個人真係唔想撐呱~~so先咁啫..(自己諗喳)個影像係關於一個女仔同個bady....唔知點解我個腦成日都出現呢個影像囉...可能我xx呱~~我之前做咩都唔會xx,但經過個件事之後我做咩都俾之前更小心....每行一步都要好小心咁....之後我個腦又會諗起個醫生同我講個d嘢....但我做唔到囉(真係).....我好想識多d人,但我又唔去識....做人真係都好笑架.....明明知自己想點,但偏偏就唔去做...可能我真係變咗啦!!!!!