Someone did proposal to me but i refused coz i'm not sure whether he's my Mr Right.....i've been with him for more than 2 yrs, but i'm England and he's in HK now....I don't mind if he gets another gal coz i can;t ask or force him to wait for me till I get my degree....there're too many wankers around me and they always let me down. They wanna shag me or have a short term relationship with me only...i just wanna find sb who really loves me....at least let me feel his love. Maybe I'm a slut in their eyes but i deny...stop saying I'm hot or sexy , ok??? just try to be my fd, ok??? I'm just damn ugly without make up !!!!!!!!! so, where is my Mr. right???? pls pls pls show me.....the empty feeling in the bottom of my heart is killing me......u won't understand me unless u had have this feeling b4...